Inside My Brain

wuiii, di kelasku sekarang lagi banyak yang plower plower
hahaha
tadi lg ngerjain simulasi bhs inggris, di samping lgi berayuan sma belakang
sebut saja L*i*n*d*a dgn G*i*a*n
eh? niat nyensor ga? emang ga sih. hahaha

emang skarang di kelas terbagi jadi kubu kubu tersendiri
dari kubu batiners, gombalers. mesumers, danlainlain.
anggota batiners ya bagi yg kerjaannya sendu melulu
jarang banget bahagianya hahaha
example : wakil ketua kelas yg membeton, trus kazukabe, mantan ketua osis dan saya #loh haha
trus kubu mesumers, diketuai oleh duta smansa. ya sy smpet terpengaruh
#jadimalu haha skip

liat orang plower2 itu menyenangkan, apalagi kalo bisa ngapak.
hobi banjet dah gueh
tapi kadang, di sisi lain ya sedikit iri jg sih
sy iri dgn teman sy, yg kenal ga sampai seminggu trus jadian. wow
kapan sy jg bisa demikian lagi? the answer's who know? -_-
kadang sy mikir hal ini smbil nempelin kepala di tempok trus mukul2
tragis ya? hahaha

ada beberapa hal yg bisa sy petik

1. temen sy bilang, kalo mau bkin cewek terkesan itu harus jadi orang yg gigih.tapi ga selamanya berhasil girl's hard to guess. right? gini aja deh. kalo laki2 itu suka sama cewek, pasti dari gerak gerik gampang ditebak.
2. jangan terlalu banyak berharap, harus disertai usaha dong. ada tapinya lg, kadang harapan sma usaha jg ga cukup, perlu adanya restu dri Tuhan. kalo ga ya ga bakalan jadi.
3. menyukai itu mudah, disukai juga mudah kok. tpi coba pkirin, disukai orang yg kita sukai itu sukar bung
4. harus selalu siap sma kemungkinan terburuk, atau km akan melakukan hal yg bodoh. seperti loncat dr gedung, minum racun serangga, minum karbol, ato ngiris2 tangan
5. cinta itu banyak macam jenisnya. tpi yg paling menyakitkan itu menurut sy bukan cinta trus ditinggal pergi, cinta trus ga direstuin orang tua, cinta trus diselingkuhin dan cinta2 lainnya. krna pada dasarnya mereka pernah saling cinta. tapi yg paling menyakitkan itu cinta yg tak terbalas/one sided love/unrequited love. why? just think about it by yourself

udah deh, ga ada ide lg.

oke guys, goodluck with your own story. dont give up! that how love does, sometimes give you heaven and sometimes give you hell.(y)

2 month since that moment

mau nulis lg nih, hahaha

galau? ga sih. batin? ga juga

cuman teringat aja

oke, tadi ngubek2 my blog, trus kebaca postingan pertama

04-02-2011

wah, ternyata sudah dua bulan

ak masih ingat jelas, apa kejadiannya saat itu.

i'll try to write it at english

even belepotan, buhahaha

it was on March, 4th. at friday

well, that momen happened at *****

that day, i was cut my hair at Mr. Fauzan -_- and the result.. Naaahh haha

and then, i text her a message. like ussual, we're gajeing

hahaha

and what was i thinking about? i asked her to have a lunch

in my mind, i thought she would decline it. but no, she accept it

because she didnt go to course too, it didnt matter

woooaaaaaahh hahaha

but first, she must copied some files that her father ordered to

so, i took an initiativeto go there first

and ordered some food and drink

it was at half 6 or less

waiting her about 10 minutes, and she came

i still remembered, what she wore.

white shirt with green jacket and green hijab

she sat in front of me.

and i watching for perfection

at 2nd table at left and 1st chair

i ate chicken noodles, and she ate meatball

well, it was my first eating with her, a little bit nervous ehehe (_ _')

it was funny, because we're talk mostly about joke and that's fist time we talk a lot.

while we ate, the rain fall heavily

and so, until it calmed we talk and talk.

it was nearly six, so we decided to go home

still remember it? haha 

bad vocabulary huh? -_-

I Remember - Mocca

I remember…The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
I remember…When we caught a shooting star, yes I remember
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn


Do you remember..?
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And I remember..When my father thought you were a burglar
I remember.. All the things that we shared, and the promise we made, just you and I
I remember.. All the laughter we shared, all the wishes we made, upon the roof at dawn


I remember.. The way you read your books,
Yes I remember
The way you tied your shoes,
Yes I remember
The cake you loved the most,
Yes I remember
The way you drank you coffee,
I remember
The way you glanced at me, yes I remember
When we caught a shooting star,
Yes I remember
When we were dancing in the rain in that december
And the way you smile at me,
Yes I remember

06.22

ga pernah eh nulis pagi pagi gni

tpi drpada ga ada kerjaan. nunggu giliran mandi

apa ya, mau skolah nh hitungan menit

tapii males bneeer

where's my spirit? i dont feel like i am

-_-

i think i still shocked 'bout yesterday

mgkin msh butuh waktu, msh blm bisa nerima kenyataan spenuhnya

i wish that just a dream.

but, no! thats the reallity

oke, i'll try to face it. you're a MAN Wan ! dont be so weak.

hmm. maybe i'm weak. but that's who am I .

see you at afternoon kripik peyek. hope i've got more inspiration

Maroon 5 - If I Ain't Got You

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

[Chorus:]
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah

[Outro:]
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby